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true_serenity's Journal

15 October
Hi, I'm Aimee

Me in a nutshell:
Lesbian.Loyal.Friend.Fighter.Engaged.. Loves kitties asleep on her. Hates her job.Feels at home on the beach.Loves coffee.Hates closed minded people. Believes marriage is about love, not gender.Loves to read almost anything.Finally back in college.Just turned Thirty. Living with her parents and trying to make the best of it. In therapy. Is bipolar and has borderline personality disorder. Collects Faeries. Loves to sleep late. Strongly dislikes her parents.Has the most wonderful fiance.Music=oxygen. Loves gay boys. Can't stand her homophobic brother.Relishes good sex. Loves autumn. Hates winter.

Marriage is love.

Some lyrics that mean a lot to me or sum me up.

The insatiable peace
Of my quest for true serenity
No matter how hard the rain
The thirst is neverending
No matter how many friends
Or angels been sent down to take me away
They can`t make it okay --Idina Menzel

Well I feel so messed up
I can't get clear
And I don't know what to do
Cause I'm neck deep in fear
My back feels like its been holdin' up the weight
And this house and these three cats
And my truck filled up with crap

with every little bang, every little push
every little step I take, I get closer
A second at a time, usin' my breath
Maybe it's true I've got a fear of success
But with every little bang, every little push
every little step I take
I'm gettin' closer
I'm gettin' closer
Yeah, cause life ain't so simple
No it ain't just blah, blah, blah
And I imagine my brain looks like a carousel on fire
And when I go into hiding
you know just what to do
You get it's not about you it's just
me fightin' me, fightin' me, fightin' me out here
--Melissa Ferrick

Caught in a mirror
Looking through sympathetic eyes
I'll come to the conclusion
That believers are sinners in disguise
And I was blind

And if you ask me
I'll keep saying that I am fine
So just don't ask
And if you see me I'll keep
Flashing that winning smile
Cause that's my mask
--Tara Maclean

I won’t be so hard on me today
I start to take myself so seriously
Shouldn’t be so hard just to be effortlessly
It shouldn’t be so hard to keep it together

It shouldn’t be so hard to say the right things to you
It shouldn’t be so hard just to be effortlessly

Weightless worries fall away
Wasted pools of energy
I want to know I want to breathe

Effortlessly - just be
I want to be effortlessly
I want to be
--Sister Hazel

My LJ is Friends-Only. I plan on keeping it that way.
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