Me in a nutshell: Lesbian.Loyal.Friend.Fighter.Engaged.. Loves kitties asleep on her. Hates her job.Feels at home on the beach.Loves coffee.Hates closed minded people. Believes marriage is about love, not gender.Loves to read almost anything.Finally back in college.Just turned Thirty. Living with her parents and trying to make the best of it. In therapy. Is bipolar and has borderline personality disorder. Collects Faeries. Loves to sleep late. Strongly dislikes her parents.Has the most wonderful fiance.Music=oxygen. Loves gay boys. Can't stand her homophobic brother.Relishes good sex. Loves autumn. Hates winter.
The insatiable peace Of my quest for true serenity No matter how hard the rain The thirst is neverending No matter how many friends Or angels been sent down to take me away They can`t make it okay --Idina Menzel
Well I feel so messed up I can't get clear And I don't know what to do Cause I'm neck deep in fear My back feels like its been holdin' up the weight And this house and these three cats And my truck filled up with crap
with every little bang, every little push every little step I take, I get closer A second at a time, usin' my breath Maybe it's true I've got a fear of success But with every little bang, every little push every little step I take I'm gettin' closer I'm gettin' closer Yeah, cause life ain't so simple No it ain't just blah, blah, blah And I imagine my brain looks like a carousel on fire And when I go into hiding you know just what to do You get it's not about you it's just me fightin' me, fightin' me, fightin' me out here--Melissa Ferrick
Caught in a mirror Looking through sympathetic eyes I'll come to the conclusion That believers are sinners in disguise And I was blind
And if you ask me I'll keep saying that I am fine So just don't ask And if you see me I'll keep Flashing that winning smile Cause that's my mask--Tara Maclean
I won’t be so hard on me today I start to take myself so seriously Shouldn’t be so hard just to be effortlessly It shouldn’t be so hard to keep it together It shouldn’t be so hard to say the right things to you It shouldn’t be so hard just to be effortlessly
Weightless worries fall away Wasted pools of energy I want to know I want to breathe
Effortlessly - just be I want to be effortlessly I want to be--Sister Hazel
My LJ is Friends-Only. I plan on keeping it that way.